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Brace yourself to take a deep dive of my thoughts which involve different waves of emotions. I rarely write these days. Partly because I try hard not to embrace my inner demon and also I have my other online diary which happens to be my twitter. Here is when I wish to write more than 140 characters. I ain't no Lang Leav, but we sure share the same emotions. ;) email me at najmiezamrose@yahoo.com

Wednesday, September 29, 2010

Wednesday, September 22, 2010

running nose......FLU :p

look at those nose and thats exactly how my nose is
i got this flu a day before im back in UiTM

i thought of getting better the next day
but i was wrong
as its getting worse
i have to ignore it because im on my way to UiTM already
so i just wish the best for me

the third day-fourth day
i can hardy breath
my friends told me that i look pale and my temperature is rising
so they gave me medicine which i hate the most
but i had no choice coz they check me up every 10 minutes
but im glad i have them to take care of me
so i just lay myself on the bed
and pretend that im so tired
well i was actually tired with the class and i was fasting

the fifth day
my nose gets better in the morning to the evening
but i have to go to koko activities which is suck !
there i was walking with my friends to the Padang Kawad
and suddenly its raining
and i have to walk all the way to my room without umbrella
i was all wet
and guess what
i only can breath through my mouth
my flu was getting worse and im still fasting
duhh~ what a day

the flu is still in the same condition
well i guess the chances of getting better is low
since im in mallaca
and the weather is changing much

Saturday, September 18, 2010

back to reality

gosh ohh goshh..i just cant believe today is my last day before im back in Lendu.well enough for the sloth days i had with my family.now its time for me to wake up and work out.so much things to do and catch up.face the hectic days and pack schedule as usual.i wish i can do something special before im back for studies.but it turns out into a nightmare.its okay.i take it with my open heart.no one knows the fact that im facing now bla bla and bla.im talking rubbish.sorry for the emotional session just now.well,tomorrow i will start my daily routine as an UiTM student.back to the assignments and classes.back to the hard life.as usual i'll be back much earlier than the others since my family have to go to Kuantan as well.but guess what i havent packed my things yet.thats me.love to complete things at the eleventh hour.with the time i had its ridiculous to say 'i got no time to pack.but im just being lazy.too lazy to move.too lazy to face the fact.too lazy to pack.i can express my feeling through my health.see i got flu a day before im back to Lendu.that means theres something missing and im not ready to be there. ;( yes i am being strong but theres no one to hold me.to support me.how can u ask me to be strong.god please help me ;(

mumbling :p


...................theres nothing much to say................

i will never be able to say a word how to describe my feelings right now
things happened and i can never change the past
well hell yeah i can never change the past


Friday, September 17, 2010

awwwww~ ;)

its so hard to resist this kind of thing
it looks comfy and i bet it is
i wish i can have one
but then im afraid it will make me sleep more than before :p
but i just love the advertisement
its simple but still interesting
and im sure it can attract more customers
too bad i dont have one :p

Thursday, September 16, 2010

back to the old memory :D

look at the designs
this is what printed tshirts are all about :

they design
they make
they create
they sell and customers buy :D

i tried to do design on shoes once
but it wasn't easy with the time management and
the talent i got wasnt enough to impress lots of people
so i gave up without trying harder
but im still adore and appreciate the talents that others got
and im still hoping i can produce something nice to be proud of myself :D

till then

wish i can rewind the time ;(

ergggh~ never thought things will turn this way
i should realize from the beginning that im making a wrong decision
now look what have u done to them najmie
i will definitely regret this
i should stop myself from the past
im just a bad influence to others
to be exact i bring bad lucks to the people near me

better stay away from me people !

gosh i hate the situation im stuck with
i wish i can do something to make things better
its never to late to change but i have no idea what do i suppose to do
im lost and i will always be lost


Tuesday, September 14, 2010

where is the RAYA? gone ;(

well here some pics of raya
hope u guys enjoy it :)

najwa and najmie

the cousins and aunties

me and g-ya

the first raya :
we had nothing except staying home like it was another day

the second day :
all my cousins went back to the own home and so did my family

the third raya :
we went to the aunties and uncles places for a real raya

the fourth raya :
the same activities and welcoming guests
helping my grandmother in the kitchen
entertain the guests

the fifth raya :
woke up late and felt like shit
watched movies in the television

till now :
erghhh~ i still cant feel the raya mood.i guess the raya mood is gone already.its pathetic and i still hoping for more.miss the old days when we were small and we had lots of fun.the feeling we had for raya when it was then and im looking foward for a better raya next year.