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Brace yourself to take a deep dive of my thoughts which involve different waves of emotions. I rarely write these days. Partly because I try hard not to embrace my inner demon and also I have my other online diary which happens to be my twitter. Here is when I wish to write more than 140 characters. I ain't no Lang Leav, but we sure share the same emotions. ;) email me at najmiezamrose@yahoo.com

Wednesday, October 20, 2010

these days

my life are so much different from before
its so hard to make decision
life is so insane
one wrong step can drag me to another dead end
i need to juggle things at one time
i got ton of things to do and to complete
thanks god theres no more assignments
but still i have to polish my mind
and get ready for the finals
having problems here with me are not helping at all
but then life aint easy
so we have to fight till the end
thanks to my dearest family and friends for being with me all the time :)

Monday, October 4, 2010

when was ?

when was the last time i had my break ?
: i cant remember the exact date -_-

when was the last time i had an enough sleep?
: never since im in UiTM

when was the last time i went for shopping ?
: i dont do shopping anymore :p

when was the last time i had a proper meal ?
: sometimes when i got the chance to out

when was the last time i got the chance to drive ?
: barely coz i dont have car here

when was the last time i spent my time with my family ?
: raya

when was the last time i wear hot pants ?
: everytime im in my room

when was the last time i hangout with my friends ?
: erghh~ when was it? -__-



Well this is because
the assignments
the assessments
the events

and a'haaaa

up coming FINALS


pfttt~ wish all the best for myself :D

Friday, October 1, 2010

how to avoid this -.-

our live purpose is :

to be born
to be a teen
to be an old man
to be a corpse




well the most thing that i really want to avoid is
growing up to be

a moron

a loser
a retard
a sex maniac
or some kind of useless person

im hoping for something better in the future
i want the community to realize my existent
i don't want to be someone who stuck in the middle of noway
i need to achieve what i want and what i need
i don't want to be stepped by others just because of my weaknesses

GROWING UP IS SOMETHING FOR US TO REMEMBER
BUT IF ITS SOMETHING THAT RUIN YOUR LIVE
ITS NOT TOO LATE TO CHANGE :D


najmie zamrose

p/s : its just a jokes
and you are suppose to laugh :D

choose one :D




"Love is a temporary madness. It erupts like an earthquake and then subsides. And when it subsides you have to make a decision. You have to work out whether your roots have become so entwined together that it is inconceivable that you should ever part. Because this is what love is. Love is not breathlessness, it is not excitement, it is not the promulgation of promises of eternal passion. That is just being "in love" which any of us can convince ourselves we are. Love itself is what is left over when being in love has burned away, and this is both an art and a fortunate accident. Your mother and I had it, we had roots that grew towards each other underground, and when all the pretty blossom had fallen from our branches we found that we were one tree and not two."


-St. Augustine


To have a great aversion to, with a strong desire that evil should befall the person toward whom the feeling is directed; to dislike intensely. To Hate, Abhor, Detest, Abominate, Loathe. Hate is the generic word, and implies that one is inflamed with extreme dislike. We abhor what is deeply repugnant to our sensibilities or feelings. We detest what contradicts so utterly our principles and moral sentiments that we feel bound to lift up our voice against it. What we abominate does equal violence to our moral and religious sentiments. What we loathe is offensive to our own nature, and excites unmingled disgust.