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Brace yourself to take a deep dive of my thoughts which involve different waves of emotions. I rarely write these days. Partly because I try hard not to embrace my inner demon and also I have my other online diary which happens to be my twitter. Here is when I wish to write more than 140 characters. I ain't no Lang Leav, but we sure share the same emotions. ;) email me at najmiezamrose@yahoo.com

Friday, December 31, 2010

Thursday, December 30, 2010

Najmie Zamrose 2010 ( next pit 2011 ! )

well , its time to say sayonara to 2010 and holla at our new year 2011 :D im still the old me.lame ? naaa~ its better be the old me than being new but plastic. okay so lets dig what ive been through this year :D time to reminisce back to back. let see if i can think of any sweet memory that can be 'memory of the year' :D and the award goes to *drum rolling* none :p duhh~ i havent decided yet which will i mark as the 'memory of the year' -____-'' next ! okay well many things happened. the biggest changes was the moment i started my life as a University student in Uitm. the first few weeks was such a huge persecution. i had to force myself to bare with all the inductions. UiTM induction.Masscom induction.Block induction and not to be forgotten the level induction. but throughout the whole induction weeks, i made bond with some new friends, get to know the seniors and bla bla bla :P at first i felt kinda tough to live by my own but i didnt cry though. :D well it was kinda tiring and annoyed me sometimes but it was still a great memory to be remembered when ive passed all this years behind :) now im ready to be in the next sem. NOT ! pfftt~ most of my 2010's memory involve Uitm. well i met some people that i can click with there. AWESOME people you can barely imagine ;D and i met some old friends too. even my primary school friend is there !

2010 made me felt all new since tons of new things happened to me. lets talk about my new place , Kuantan . well theres nothing to be impress here. i had no friend and still i have no friend here :S its hard to make friends here when i dont really know what they're saying and the way
they talk really annoyed me sometimes :p sorry if any Kuantanians read this :p i said what i think :) anyway back to what i was saying , moving to Kuantan a bit tragic to me. for godsake im 18 and here i am stuck where theres no friend and no appropriate mall or place for me to hang or shopping :S the worse thing about is Kuantan is the DRIVER ! stop acting like you own the road will ya -.-' and the boys are so annoying with their annoying faces :S just imagine you have to walk through them and they stare at you like starving wolf who ready to attack and flirt you with their slang :S okay enough with this rubbish -______-'

next pit ! it was such a relieve to achieve what i had been dreaming of for so long. DRIVING LICENSE ! :O thanks God i got it with only one trial :) it was such a great day ! now im a happy driver. Alhamdullilah i never got into any accidents. but driving in Kuantan really can drive me crazy :S Ya Allah Ya TuhanKu lindungilah aku dari sebarang kemalangan dan jauhi lah aku dari semua pemandu-pemandu yang tidak bertauliah.Amin :)

2010 is the year where i spend the most money and when i turned myself into a horrible shopper :S YES ! i aware to this bad habit but i cant help it. my eyes keep searching and my hand keep paying .at least i dont use credit card and end up causing my dad a heart attack :p
since im a teen now so tones of things are needed to make me as a happy teen :B shopping assist me to a healthier life when i got to enjoy the things i bought. it can prevent myself from being sorrow ;D but that was before i check my purse and i realized that i was broke and there's no more money to spend :P DANGG ! i was a big spender ! so lets hope i can loosen up a bit and
save some more money :D

well , those are some of my remembrance for 2010 :) what a long essay :p shut up ! just read it :) lets hope for a better life in the upcoming year 2011 . time flies like G6 :P so cheers everyone ! and happy new year ! lets gather and light 2011 with much brighter story ! till then <3
Buhbye 2010~ im gonna miss you and the memories you brought to me :')

Hell-o 2011~ come in and make my future brighter :3

Wednesday, December 29, 2010

And Thats How I End My Birthday ! :')

teehee~ this is what my baby wrote for me <3

my oh my ! time flies ! oh no time flashes ! :O
im finally 18 !
okay so let me tell you what actually happened today
actually theres nothing happened today
yeah NOTHING !
i lie to no one so look into my eyes and believe me when i say nothing
indeed it was just another day
despite all the wishes and songs that been given to me
i really appreciated those who wished me :)
as usual got free call from maxis
i didnt really spend it since i was confuse who to talk to
well got some money from my parent and nothing from my siblings
because they said i have more money than they do so yea forget it -__-'
not that high expectation on my birthday
but still im waiting for something that really can make me remember the day i turned 18
so many things attract me but yet only few things i can buy
but this time i need to manage my expenditure
back to the old me where im too naive to spend even a bit of my money
i was once literally broke for being such a shopaholic
bad Nemmy bad Nemmy :p
so now im considering to change a bit and control my lust for shopping :)
anyway, other than those above , nothing happen
no celebration no cakes not even cupcakes involved
but still today is awesome because im officially 18 now
and all above are adequate for me :)
thanks family and friends for making my day pretty awesome :)

rawrrr !

oh ya wait ! i still havent tell u guys why i put that title for this post :D
it just because i assume it will attract some people to read my post
naaa~ im just kidding
the actual reason is because my birthday was ended with my shouting over Malaysian's footballers victory over Indonesia :D
and it was raining the whole day
and i considered that are Allah's bless for me on 29th :)
alhamdullilah for such a day :)

Monday, December 27, 2010

complicated behavior :S

jealous . envious . cankered

those are the normal feeling you get when you see someone better than you
everyone has that kind of feeling
but yet they know how to control it
unlike you
and please awake and shop disturbing me
there's no use to compete with me
because i have my own life and so as you
stop being childish and leave me alone
i have no time for shallow-minded people like you :)

Friday, December 24, 2010

Christmas Christmas !

i wish im in KL right now to see the celebration
how they decorate the shopping mall with Christmas theme
how they arrange the lighting to make KL much more attractive at night
blearghh~ i wish and its not gonna happen

anyway , Merry Christmas everyone :)
i dont wish any christmas gift underneath my Christmas tree because i dont have one :p
but all i want for this Christmas is you ;D

Tuesday, December 21, 2010

complaining whining and everything :S

i dont usually write about this complicated rubbish and i dont complain about others life too . but somehow today i feel like talking about this stupid thing that gone wild nowadays . i know im not that sainted to complain about this . but what the heck ! people are so crazy about getting laid and wasted . thats not my problems . yeah i know but im sick of reading about how people too excited of having sex and getting drunk :S yeah i understand your spirit and how you want to let people know how cool you are huh ? COOL MY ASS ! telling everyone about your dirty behaviors dont make sense at all . just forget it and let it be your dirty lil secret okay ?

got it ? nope ? too bad you wont learn your lesson until you die (L)

Hello ! I need a Boyfriend ! xD

this is a guy that i will most probably go on a date ;D

doesnt that sounds so desperate ? LOL. well im just creating stupid post when im bored to death :p so anyway , im looking for none actually . im just too young to look for a BF . i will just let the future decide for me :) but if i happen to like someone and want him to be my BF i would like someone that most likely more into solving problems instead of creating problems . being with someone that only knows how to get into trouble will drive me insane . so im just gonna take it easy for now and lets be choosy. LOL .

Monday, December 20, 2010

i hate when this thing happen to me :'(

Sunday, December 19, 2010

Sorry for the lame blog i have here.currently the blog is having some technical problems that make the font as big as big mama's ass and the colour of the font cant be change regularly.so im a bit fucked up to this situation and will only post serious announcement or post only.thank you :)

types of boy i would definitely avoid !

Boy that easily fool by other girls than their GF :

Oh come on ! u know how much flirty girls can be sometimes ? so thats the time for you to show your toughness.not fall for their trick okay? yes you can be nice but not too nice till end up hurting your GF's feelings. everything you do must has the limit. it depends on how you control it.so think wisely :)

Boy that care more about himself than his GF :

For your information, a girl dont need boy that only thinks about himself. so screw you if you cant afford to care about your own GF. boy that have this type of character dont deserve to be with someone.

Boy that only need GF to fill their sex habit :

My oh my. girls, if you have this type of BF.you should think a way to get the hell away from him. he is so called sexmaniac if he always ask you to do ehem2 *u know what i mean*. once he showed his bird to you thats the sign that shows you need to do something examples like kick his balls so that he cant use it in the future.damn it feels good to kick someone's balls :D at least thats what i'll do.so dont just let yourself be a toy for him because he will never appreciate your afford that helps him to keep his desire full at all time.

Boy that loves to criticize and compare his GF with other girls :

Boy , dontchu dare to say ' look at that beautiful girl' in front of your GF. the one that you have now is the one that you deserve to be with. look at the mirror you ugly fella. you should be thankful that God gifted you someone to love you.so stop complaining and respect your woman :)

Boy that like to use vulgar words and insult people :

Erghh~ you make me feel nausea. i really hate this type of boy. you are not that perfect to compute someone's behavior or look. and puhlease , those words that burst out from your mouth enough to show me what type of human you are. briefly, i dont like boy that talks using vulgar word in each of his sentence. such a pain in the ass :S

Boy that only knows how to make promises but never fulfilled it :

who like this type of boy huh? not just boy.but if anyone who behaves like this will definitely have the ticket to go to the rubbish center because no one will believes you and your useless promises.

Boy that keep thing as secret in hope i will discovered it myself :

eh, sorry to say but i cant read mind like Edward Cullen does. so dontchu hide something from me and expect i know what you feel and do as what you think. secretive huh? secretive my ass ! if you want to say something to me just say it because i dont have the Beep Beep sounds to detect what you have in mind okay bro ? are we clear ? i bet we do.

well, there are lots more to be written but im tired and my back is killing me.so , think for yourself before you decide to be with someone :) till then :D

Friday, December 17, 2010

fullstop !

sorry but i dont share my personal with everyone
even if im sick i wont tell
because for me i only seek for sympathy by doing that
so think wiser before you say something
i dont look sensitive at the outside but who knows my inner
so i dont need to be sympathy at anyone
because im too pathetic already
so yeah i dont feel sorry if you tell me someone is dying
unless he or she is in my contact list :)
im a heartless human
indeed :)

Tuesday, December 7, 2010

noboby is perfect :)

Im not a perfect girl
my hair doesnt always stay in one place
i spill things a lot and im pretty clumsy
and well yeah sometimes i have a broken heart
my friends and i sometimes fight
maybe some days nothing goes right
but when i think about it and take a step back
i remember how amazing life truly is
and that maybe just maybe i prefer to be Unperfect :)

Sunday, December 5, 2010

i just hate it when my blog starts to neglect their duty and tend to ignore all my instruction -.-

baby boy

this is my lil bro
but he acts like my big bro every morning
to be exact afternoon or maybe evening.LOL
each day he will go to my room and shake me off my bed
because he's so cute so i dont have the heart to be mad at him
and realizing im the one who should wake him up not the opposite :p

he is soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo
he cant stop moving around even in the car
and its annoying
even i when i said not to do it
he will stay calm for 5seconds
and starts to jump around as usual -.-
sometimes im tired of being mad at him
but i cant help it
just imagine how annoying can it be
when you are eating and someone runs around the dining table again and again -.-

and yeah !
he cant stop talking tooo
he talks like 24/7
even my mom cant stand with it sometimes
yeah my cool mom
i guess he just cant control himself :P

itsokay addeen
take your times
if this is what you want to remember in the future
go on
but please please please
control yourself sometimes and listen to us
dont let us hurt you just because of ur behavior :P
no no ! im not being mean and this is not a warning -.-
just a sister advice to her lil bro :) hehehe

Wednesday, December 1, 2010

i wear randomly !

i love to wear what i like, dress what i feel and i don't need anyone’s approval nor critiques. it’s my own artistry and i am so random about my own fashion . live with it big mouths or scram away !

nostalgia ;D

A month to remember is December :)

omg its already December !
and im so excited
im ready to be 18
and i dont mind to be old
December always been the best month for me <3
and i can even celebrate 3 celebration at once :)

Christmas.My Birthday.New Year Eve

and the best part is im always on holiday in December
and thats awesome even i dont really have friends to celebrate in Kuantan
but still i have my family :)
i wov my familt
teeheee :D