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Brace yourself to take a deep dive of my thoughts which involve different waves of emotions. I rarely write these days. Partly because I try hard not to embrace my inner demon and also I have my other online diary which happens to be my twitter. Here is when I wish to write more than 140 characters. I ain't no Lang Leav, but we sure share the same emotions. ;) email me at najmiezamrose@yahoo.com

Wednesday, May 25, 2011

BBQ set up Kuantan 2011


Its Friday Friday -.-

Its FRIDAY FRIDAY gotta get down and register on FRIDAY
Line up Line up Line up Yayyy !

Oh Mai its end of the holiday and everyone is sighing about going back to Uitm
as for me thats not really a good feeling
but I have no choice except to go back and 
lift my ass up the stairs again 
but I bet this sem will be much harder for me to move around compare to other sem
for some other reason I just dont wanna go back
and neither have break coz I dont want to skip my study
I just want to meet my friends and graduate the same time
even if I only skip one sem it will change everything that I had in mind

So farewell home and hello friends !
oh yeah not forgotten my juniors :D 

Friday, May 20, 2011

Thursday, May 12, 2011

Action speaks louder than words

You dont have to speak 
You dont have to move 
You dont have to shout 
You dont have to tell
You dont have to cry
Some people will know how you feel only by looking at you
So yeah true friends can tell what you really feel no matter what :)

Wednesday, May 11, 2011

Freak O Me

Unknown #1

Save us Mr Batman #2

Monster Ink #3

Logo #4

The Monggies #5

Those are the random drawing I did
Just so you people know I dont really have a talent in arts
so dont condemn me
that aint funny or nice
anyway ! I love what I drew even I dont really know what they are

Unspoken words

This is the part where Im going to put my egos away :)
I miss my friends and classmates and roommates
The most I miss those who are close to me 
In Kuantan I can barely talk to them
I can t even meet any of them
Yes they did ask me to come down to KL but then it just too far
I wish I can just start the engine and drive down to KL
but that is just impossible and my mom wont let me
Even they also cant come over here because of the distance
Yes some people said distance is never the reason
but then for me distance is a reason
Well the holiday is about to end
but Im pretty sure I wont be able to meet them on the same date we have to register

Oh my I miss how I used to talk random things with Jimmeh and Iman 
how I spend the night talking to Anis , Hannah, Booyah and Malini
how I spend tennis game with Meera and Coach Tar *he's not my friend more like my old brahh
and I miss more people there that I can barely tell
I miss the look of UiTM students when I smile at them along the lakeside walk 
I still remembered the day when I gathered all my friends and we had a long chat on the same table
when we dont really care what people would say
I love how they mock me when Im laughing 

Sometimes I missed my home when Im there
but the thought that I have couple of friends that I can really rely on makes me want to stay a little bit longer 
I dont want to miss studying with them
I just wan to grade with those awesome people I've known
Thanks to them for making Lendu a better place <3

Friday, May 6, 2011

Back then 5 months ago 

This is how they look now

look how big they have grown into :)
such an adorable twin
and they are so naughty 
i call them lil mischief :) hehe

Tuesday, May 3, 2011

Sunday, May 1, 2011

Happy birthday Booyah

OmmOmm *secret recipe brownies
Singing with passion -.-'
Oh hello thats Booyah <3

The crazyass twinny <3
Poker face ;D

27th April 2011 830pm from Lendu to Pak Putra to Karaoke to Movie to McD to the Beach to Sg Petai

Everything went well as we had planned and we did go to every places as possible as we could but with limited time because we had to catch the late night movie. It was such a great escape and worth the money we had spend. We had a great overnight and nothing could be better than a night spent with the lovely friends before each of us go back home separate way for a month. Don’t have much things to say just feel glad that I can spend time with Anis, Booyah and Hannah. Malini supposed to join us but something unpleasant happened so yeah she had to settle things instead of joining us. Thanks God nothing bad happened to us since we girls except in the beach. We were companied by two boys who were so nice for joining us there. Thanks to Ian and Takie. Lastly, Happy 20th Birthday AGAIN Booyah. Looking forward too see these familiar faces on the upcoming sem. xoxo

Just so you know

First, I maybe look quite crazy outside but still I know the fact that we need to respect others in every way possible. Doesn’t matter how old is he or she, but for me respect must be earn. And that is exactly what Im expecting from others. To treat me with respect even Im not that quiet or the type that stay at one place. Being polite is the most basic thing you need to know. And don’t give me the excuse saying that you were grown up that way. Oh well hello you are big enough to think what’s good and what’s not for you so yeah don’t make me call you dumbass.

Second, I know Im not the type of person who will be missed by anyone if im gone or suddenly out missing. I don’t ask for that type of attention, I just want to be seen as a friend who people can rely on and trust to tell anything. I just want people around me to feel comfortable to talk with me. Yes i like to joke around but trust me I have no intention to hurt or make fun of anyone feeling. Maybe you would say I can’t keep secret but Im telling you as far as I know I never failed to keep all the secrets that people had been telling me before even Im no longer meet or talk to them now.

Third, it’s hard for me to control myself at times. You can consider me as a grumpy teenager but it has nothing to do with the past I had. It’s just the blood that flows in my body that makes me a hot-tempered person. Sometimes I do try to control it but sometimes I just had to lose it or else I will have a major bad mood and heavy feelings that will only make my anger grow broader and eventually will only affect the people around me. I can easily get annoyed to my surroundings and the people around me. Not to say that they are annoying, but sometimes people tend to do something that they never expect will annoyed people like me.

Fourth, never ever leave me hanging or waiting for your so called text. This is the most annoying thing that always happens to me and makes me want to slam that particular person’s face on the wall. At least, when you are texting with me have the courtesy to tell me when you want to stop texting. No such thing as sorry I though you okay with it. The least you can do is send me one last text even is it says BYE or BRB or TEXT YOU SOON. Whatever that make sense than you just make me wait for your text. Call me emotional or whatsoever you want to call but yeah that can be considered rude too. I really hate it when people text me just to ask me some questions then just missing in action without saying bye.

Well for now that’s the only things that you people should know. Till then bye everyone :)