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Brace yourself to take a deep dive of my thoughts which involve different waves of emotions. I rarely write these days. Partly because I try hard not to embrace my inner demon and also I have my other online diary which happens to be my twitter. Here is when I wish to write more than 140 characters. I ain't no Lang Leav, but we sure share the same emotions. ;) email me at najmiezamrose@yahoo.com

Monday, October 24, 2011

Bad Bad Holiday Routine

Seriously, I really have no idea whats the point of my holiday
Apart from mentally and physically rest
 I really have nothing much to do
Obviously Im a jobless kid
and now Im a broken ass

my stupid routine :
Monday-Sunday : Sleep . Play games . Watch stupid movies .Eat junk foods . Online

and this will go on until the sem break ends -.-'

I have no money and automatically makes me lifeless
Well if only I have the money it wont change much
Still Im in Kuantan and there are no places I could spend on

I thought I made a pretty good plan for my holiday
but oh well I know myself well
not the type who goes well with schedule and all
Its been two weeks since my holiday starts
and now I owe everyone a visit
I shall make it works if the distance is not this far
Insyallah if I have the permission I shall visit everyone ;)

Sunday, October 16, 2011


Im just gonna say this one last time
'Is there anyone who can help me to choose which Dslr should I buy?'
its between D90 and D5100
Im totally have no idea why am I thinking so much about it
Maybe because Im putting much patience for this decision
Ive been waiting for the right time to ask for a dslr
since Im going to use it for the next semester I think I have the rights to ask for one
Well obviously, its gonna be in a good hand 
Im so gonna love it like I love song baby
and I keep clicking king king king :p
Okay now im talking nonsense 
anyway, I still havent decided which should I buy
everyone is welcomed to give me suggestion
much needed if you are a camera pro ;D
till then, I need to make up my mind in peace
Roger and out !

Monday, October 3, 2011

Mind Your Words

Wow, such words can really give me a big impact
or maybe Im just being too emotional
I am an emotional sick kid , indeed 
I tend to get emotional over some small things 

Maybe I just like to exaggerate my thoughts ?

Somehow, Im pretty sure I got all emotional for a reason
I know myself better than anyone else does
so dont bother to tell me why and how

I find myself quite secretive and thats my biggest problem
I like to keep things to myself and
realize that its not even worth it later
So far I havent found someone to talk to about the whole shits happening
because the one I had already gone
and I still cant find the replacement 
besides my family 

So the journey continues......... 

Enjoy this kids !

Sunday, October 2, 2011

Greetings From Kuantan

So yeah here I am in Kuantan

people might ask me :
whats good to be in Kuantan ?

I'll give this simple answer :
I have my family here

Okay truth to be told, I dont really like to be in Kuantan but as long as my family is here Im cool with it. I dont give you random answer. Thats what really what I have in mind. I dont have any friends in here and the only place I go for entertainment is the only mall there. Sometimes when I feel like hanging out with my siblings at night, we just have to go to the same place since there is no other place for us to hang out. I dont know, is it just me or everyone else is having the same problem here in Kuantan. Maybe Im just being too exaggerating about how boring Kuantan is. 

Anyway, Happy Holiday Ya Olls ! 
Enjoy this holiday as long as you deserve it
and here the list of things I'll do for the sembreak :

1. Food Hunting
2. Buy few things
3. Get my hair fixed and colored
4. Meet and Greet random people
5. Get my ass down to kl
6. Reading some stuffs
7. Clean up my room

Apparently, I have a long list of things to do. So I better start something today. But I have the sense that I will procrastinating lots of things in the list as as always -.-' The next time Im here I'll update you guys with the latest achievement I've done. Till then see ya later alligator ! :)