"It's so hard to talk or explain something when
you can't find the right words to put as sentence.
That's above and beyond everything else and
it's not a mental complaint-
it's a personal thing.
Exactly the same like it's physically hard to
open your mouth and
make the words come out.
In my case, words don't come out smoothly and
in conjunction with the brain as normal people's words do.
They come out in chunks as if
from a crushed-ice dispenser,
you stumble upon on them as they gather behind your lower lips.
The last thing you could do is just keep quiet."