It's really difficult to be me right now. I wouldn't know how to explain and nobody will ever be able to understand the state I'm currently in. I don't see it as a symptom of bipolar. Maybe not to that extend. But somehow I'm slowly becoming emotionally unstable and more anxious over a lot of things. Truth is, I don't handle stress very well. I don't accept self failure openly. I want to be more than I am today but it feels like, the more I'm trying to prove myself, the harder it gets. And I'm not even exaggerating. Sigh, if only I can be a lot more stronger than I already am.
On a different note, I still believe that "God will never give you more than you can handle". Time to see how far it goes till I've finally reached my limit.