"Find serendipity, and peace of mind shall be yours."
- Nemmy Rose
- Brace yourself to take a deep dive of my thoughts which involve different waves of emotions. I rarely write these days. Partly because I try hard not to embrace my inner demon and also I have my other online diary which happens to be my twitter. Here is when I wish to write more than 140 characters. I ain't no Lang Leav, but we sure share the same emotions. ;) email me at firstname.lastname@example.org
Saturday, July 9, 2016
Lost in my thoughts
I mean no harm to people. But thats what I do best, I guess. I've seen several events that I wish would not happen. If only I took different approach, bad things might not happen. I always think that I can handle things better than anyone else, but God has proven me wrong. Maybe I shouldn't be too hard on myself and to people around me. My habit of pushing people away has finally got me on my knees. I pushed the wrong people and I regret it only when it is already too late. When people have given up on you, there's nothing much you can do, really. Lesson learnt. Now the only thing should be done is to toughen up and get myself together. No one really gives a shit anymore. Why should you, Najmie? Next time when you think of doing something, fucking think about it hundred times. In fact, more than that.